ablogformyself

Heavenly Father and Mother never fails to answer my prayers!  

 I thank Them for giving us the chance to change our wrong doings again and

again.  I’ll try not to grumble instead I’ll be humble.

I am a boring person!

They doesnt want to talk to me coz im not a good chatter.

I talk nonsense. Silly things. 

I heard a friend says that she doesnt like me coz she’s tired of being with me!

I want to scream! I want to have more energy. I want to read minds.

I want to run. I dont want to eat more. I want to sleep early but I can’t.

I want to be happy! Im so sad………. huhuhu…………….

Mahal ang enervon.. Happiness

I thought I have changed. . But then I realized that it’s still the same me.

Been trapped with the people around me. . They keep pulling me down. .

I thought I could move on from my old ways. . Yet they always try to

make me feel like I can’t do it. . ITs so painful. . being trapped with my

old self. . with these people.  .

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I owe them. .

What horrible timing following Choi Jin-shil’s shocking death, because now it’s hard to get that excited about news I/we have been waiting forever to hear, which is the announcement of the “F4″ guys in the Korean Hana Yori Dango, aka Boys Before Flowers.

Although it was floated around that the casting would comprise mostly pop idol stars, it turns out (for the better, imo), that we’re split half-half between idols and actors (the two rising actors at least have a decent amount of experience — for their age, I mean).

• First is F4 leader in the Tsukasa role, aka actor Lee Min-ho (above left).
• Kim Hyun-joong, idol singer of pop boy band SS501, takes on the role of Rui.
• Kim Bum (!!!), at above right, is most recently of East of Eden and the biggest surprise for me — and a pleasant one at that, since he’s proved he can act. He’s Soujiro.
• And, finally, Kim Joon is the least-known of the F4 boys, as Akira.

Lee Min-ho takes the lead as “Doumyouji Tsukasa,” renamed for the drama as “Gu Jun-pyo”:

Lee Min-ho, born in 1987, has a decent amount of work behind him, having done several TV shows and a couple films, including I Don’t Know Either, Run! Mackerel, Public Enemy Returns, and the recent Our School E.T.

A least they gave Doumyouji to a “real” actor instead of the crossover newbie in his acting debut. Not that that’s bad (we all have to start somewhere?) but considering that he’s the most crucial F4 role, he’d damn well better know how to act.

Kim Hyun-joong takes the character of “Hanazawa Rui,” renamed “Yoon Ji-hoo”:

Kim Hyun-joong, a 1986-er of boy band SS501, is currently paired with Hwang Bo on variety show We Got Married, and was the first name to be floated around earlier this summer. He’s taking over the role following Oguri Shun’s excellent portrayal — that’ll be an uphill climb, particularly given that the boy doesn’t have a lot of acting experience. It appears he was cast because he fits the image; we’ll see if his skills measure up.

I’m a bit disappointed that Kim Bum, the young’un of the bunch (a 1989-er), is being used in a lesser capacity here, although since the series is set for 24 episodes, hopefully Soujiro’s and Akira’s roles are given more attention than as mere sidemen for Tsukasa and Rui. I also hope he’s given a chance to expand on his recently demonstrated melo acting skills. Hey, at least Soujiro was given a bit of a “deeper” story line than Akira in the J-version, yeah? What I’m saying is: You’ve got this budding “serious” actor, so don’t waste him.

Kim Bum is cast in the “Nishikada Soujiro” role, renamed “So Yi-jung”:

I went by a friends profile  . . I browse her pictures. . . . I saw them. . a group of friends . . So happy. . I envy her for having a bunch of friends, a whole lot of school mates/classmates on a group picture . . I envy them for being so happy. . Right from the beginning I’ve never been belong to their group. . That’s one of the reasons why I fail. . Because of my insecurities. . I have failed. . Though they were not against me. . nor hated me.

I want to have that kind of bond since I was in elementary. . I want to have friends whom I can exchange txt messages or friendster comments, have a group picture  with, have lunch together, watch movies together, chit chat on the classroom . . more of friend stuffs, yet that dream. .I don’t know if it still comes true. . I dont know if someone will like me now as a friend. .I am a failure, loser and a quitter. . I guess I am like this from the start and forever. . No wonder this dream will not come to real. . No one likes me now. .  even before. . no one did. .

HAHA. . XD, sa dihang na erase nako ang blog comments. Pahamak man gud tong mga spam, hu3. . ukira its the thought/s that count/s. Poor english. . Tnx kay Mark, Vanessa and Melchor sa pag-agee! ^__________^

Palpak . .

Tanan akong ginabuhat kay palpak. .

Tanan akong plans kay palpak. .

Tanan naa sa akong kamot mawala. .

Ive lost someones phone!

Now I dont have a room at our house!

I stopped attending my classes. . !

Im a GREAT HUGE FAILURE!

I want to ran away faraway from these people. .

from this place. . from this world!

They call me LOSER, STUPID, FOOL!!!!!!!

I went by a friends profile  . . I browse her pictures. . . . I saw them. . a group of friends . . So happy. . I envy her for having a bunch of friends, a whole lot of school mates/classmates on a group picture . . I envy them for being so happy. . Right from the beginning I’ve never been belong to their group. . That’s one of the reasons why I fail. . Because of my insecurities. . I have failed. . Though they were not against me. . nor hated me.

I want to have that kind of bond since I was in elementary. . I want to have friends whom I can exchange txt messages or friendster comments, have a group picture  with, have lunch together, watch movies together, chit chat on the classroom . . more of friend stuffs, yet that dream. .I don’t know if it still comes true. . I dont know if someone will like me now as a friend. .I am a failure, loser and a quitter. . I guess I am like this from the start and forever. . No wonder this dream will not come to real. . No one likes me now. .  even before. . no one did. .

Good. I’m a pretty good person. Nice, honest, loyal, thoughtful, kind.

Lazy. I love being lazy, just hanging around doing nothing, watching movies, reading, listening to music, or whatever.

Shy. I’m actually a very shy person. When I was a kid, I used to blush when talking to people, although I got over that later. Anyway up to now, I’m pretty quiet and shy around people I’ve just met.

Funny. After I get to know people better and am more relaxed around them, I open up and am quite a funny and fun person.

Understanding. I’m a very understanding person. I always put myself in the other person’s shoes and try to understand what they’re feeling, what they’re thinking and where they come from. I try to never be judgemental and to always give people the benefit of the doubt.

Open Minded. I’m always open to listen to new ideas and views and try to understand them even if they are the opposite to mine.
It doesn’t mean I’ll be convinced but I am willing to fully listen and learn of other points of view.

Crazy. I’m somehow a bit crazy in a fun sense. People usually think I’m a very serious person, but that’s only because they don’t see the other crazy side of me. My family and close friends are the only people who truly see the extent of where my madness goes. Poor them ü

Friend. I’m a very good friend. I’m always there for my friends, ready to listen, give advice and help. Plus I’m the best secret-keeper in the world.

Feelingless/Coldblooded. Ok, this is something that has been thrown at me a lot in my life in one form or another, although I don’t agree. Some people think I’m feelingless, some others think I’m cold in my reactions, some think I’m simply coldblooded. In reality, I’m not, I’m just someone who is good at hiding her feelings and who knows how to control her temper.

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